I have decided to follow Jesus.

No turning back. No turning back.

This song was running through my head this morning. Still I will follow.

A long time ago I decided to walk with Jesus. Why should I give up now?

The cross before me. The world behind me.

Dissatisfaction, listlessness, stressed, angry, discouraged and lost in thoughts.

Life is God's work. Who said it was all rainbows and unicorns?

That's life and it's hard, no question about it. Two funerals in one week. A 5 month old child and a young lady arrived in heaven in the name of God.

Excessive tiredness, stress and disagreements. A date and ministry.

One word and cohesion.

11:30 p.m., loud music and people dancing at a funeral house.

No football all last week. Still in a party mood in the House of Loss.

What an honorable gesture for our God who gives and takes. Men to men, women to women. The worst thing for me to see is that the parents hardly get a moment to themselves. Not even being able to spend time together as a couple. To comfort yourself. Instead, we had to cook and set up tents. To accommodate and feed everyone who came to support for three days.

Ministry wasn't an issue at all. I had to miss training. Back to the powerful words.

I have decided to follow Jesus. No turning back. No turning back.

I decided to go this route. Not to look back and move forward.

I decided to go this route with Atipa. No matter how hard it may be, I won't give up. Disagreement is part of the relationship.

Relationships are ups and downs.

No matter what relationships. Especially the relationship with JESUS. Sometimes you have to leave everything behind and start from where it all began. No matter how much it hurts.

It is important that this new start begins with Jesus in the heart and remains with HIM in the heart.

Kind regards, Jona

OM is now in holiday mode until mid-January but I will continue to lead Ministry.